Please don’t feel alone @marikofujimoto, everyone needs caring, supportive and loving friends in life, you do too Mariko, I want to see you smiling and being around people and things that bring you happiness, know that the BT community will always be here for you sweetie and so will I, you are amongst empathy in this community, everything will be OK Mariko, expand your horizons and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)

believe me, you most definitely can, i guess it just takes a little bit of effort (unless you get ridiculously lucky), as sad as it is life isn’t a romcom anime.. but hey it’s all up to you and if you’re ok with that then that’s completely fine ^^