Please don’t harm yourself @somelameperson, your family really should give you all the love, support and care in the world, you are a lovely and special person who deserves true happiness, hold your head up high and keep fighting, things will be OK, believe in yourself and surround yourself with things that bring you joy, you can do it, go forward and never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)