I’m such a waste of space, annoyance and a burden to everything and everyone, honestly why am I here?, I will forever be trapped in this dark hole with no way out, this community is better off without me, I need to disappear, I have upset so many people on Blah, my posts have made members angry, upset, I have been sworn at numerous times, I try to help people but get told to go away, to never comment on their posts ever again, what’s the point?, I’m a let-down to the Blah community, to myself and to everyone around me, depression, rejection and loneliness are the only things I have in my life. I’m sorry everyone, there is too much sadness, I want to give up, all I am is a reclusive loner who stays in his bedroom all day. Everything is bad, it always will be no matter how hard I try, I’m so sorry, please accept my heartfelt apologies, the Blah community deserves better, I can’t be helped, I don’t have a friend in the world, I’m so alone….