Please don’t let anything get you down @peppercorn40, you are such a fantastic and awesome person who deserves all the best that life has to offer, everything will be OK and things will work out, focus on the things that put a smile on your face and that make you feel wonderful, do what makes you comfortable and at ease, hold your head up high and be as upbeat as you can, great things will happen to you, you are a warrior who never gives up, see yourself in an uplifting way, you can do it, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)