I would be honest with him and tell him how you are truly feeling @sadandconfusedcutter, I’m sure he will support and be there for you, I don’t want to see you hurt or feeling sad, you are a good person who deserves to feel amazing, things will be OK, you can do it, keep going and never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

Thank you. I let him know today. He actually knew something was up because I didn’t want to talk to him yesterday, so he figured I lapsed. He is very understanding, I just hate hurting him :/ And I’m sorry that you had a lapse as well, I hope things are better today!

Thank you oli for the support as well I’m sorry I didn’t reach out and ask for help. I was in the midst of a panic attack, and my mind isn’t very rational when I have those :/ I did tell him the truth though and felt better after.