please do not worry, I am simply being sentimental, I have no intent to die at the moment, and even if i did i find it impossible to act on the thoughts. Thank you though.

You deserve to be treated with love by your mother @terreno, she has no right to be abusive towards you at all Lief, don’t let her bring you down, focus on the things that put a smile on your face and that make you feel wonderful, I want to see you feeling on top of the world, everything will work out, hold your head up high and keep going, don’t give up, you are a warrior, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)