Do find a way to openly and confidently express how you are feeling @terreno, I’m sure you will find a good way to release all your emotions, try writing down how you are feeling, maybe it will help, I want the best for you and I want to see you smiling, you can do it, hold your head up high and don’t give up, you will make it and come out so much more stronger, believe in yourself and remember there is always hope, message me anytime if you want to talk, my inbox is always open, you will never be alone (hugs)