Today I made the call for those studies. Apparently everyone gets an individual conversation anyway. That’s step 2 and really important. It is in 23 days, so I have some time to prepare. I’ll have to motivate who I want to do those studies and such. They’ll also ask a bunch of questions. I’ll just have to prepare to not look so shy and basically act different than I am. I’m nervous which things they might ask and the last 3 steps after that are even tougher because they include medical exams and such. I’m worried they’ll find out that I have a depression. Tomorrow I’m seeing my psychologist so I’m going to mention this and see if she still has to keep all my things to herself. I know she has to keep it to herself, but there are circumstances with different rules. For example if they would call her to ask her professional opinion, I have to know she’ll give a green light. I know those studies might break me, but I want to try. I’m currently not getting anywhere and I always wanted to go to college.