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    Tsar Tempest posted an update 9 years ago

    I almost killed myself last night…I really need help…I can’t take it anymore…I don’t know what to do…All I can think about is cutting…

    Mood : Depressed
    • Rain replied 9 years ago

      You almost did, but the important thing is that you didn’t. You’re still here, you’re still fighting. Life can be really difficult and sometimes you’ll feel like you want to give up, but you can battle through this. Cutting is a tough habit to break, but it can be done. There are so many alternatives that are a lot better for you. You deserve so much better than the pain you’re inflicting onto yourself. Here on blah you can always talk to people. There are also suicide lines you can call when you’re struggling with suicidal thoughts. They will help you too. You will get through this, keep your head up. It’ll be a bumpy road, but you can do this. Remember that when you feel really down, the only way you can possibly go from that point on is up. One step at a time. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always reach out to people here on blah.

    • Hey there. Maybe there is a reason why you didn’t kill yourself. Sometimes I think that the word ’almost’ can be quite hurtful because it reminds that we didn’t accomplish something but when I look at your situation, I see that ’almost’ is one of the most beautiful words I’ve ever heard.
      I know that all of that encouraging words can’t do anything special because in the middle of the night we are all alone. Our thoughts remain the pain we’ve felt. In spite of that fact, if you want to talk, you can always write me a message : )
      Just remember that you’re not broke, just bent.
      Keep going.

    • Oli replied 9 years ago

      Please don’t do anything to yourself @lovehunter, don’t harm yourself, you can and will make it through difficult times, don’t let your struggles beat you, you will win this battle, you are such an awesome and wonderful person who deserves so much happiness and love, keep fighting and never give up, great things will happen to you and you will live a life full of special moments, keep smiling and show the world your incredible side, try to be positive, things will work out for you and everything will go right, so much brightness and light will come into your life, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep moving forward with confidence, there is always hope and you will overcome, remember you have so much strength in you and you are never alone, I’ll always be here if you ever need someone to talk too or if you ever need a friend, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)