You should feel happy and positive @christopherryan because you are such a wonderful person and you are a fighter who has been through so much and survived, keep your head up and keep smiling, everything will work out for you, keep going and keep moving forward, I believe in you, you can do this, stay strong, you are not alone, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)