This might seem childish and petty, but I applied for a scholarship and got rejected. It’s really shaken me up though. It was an art scholarship and art has been my talent all my life, and although this sounds big headed, I’ve only ever received positive feedback about my art, I’ve been accepted for my previous scholarships, and thought it was my calling. But recently I’ve been completely stressing out over exams and GCSEs and my passion for it has diminished… My schoolwork is not of good standard, I break down in lessons all the time, I just hate it so much. My art teacher thinks I’m useless and now with this rejection I’m so upset. Art has been my talent all my life and now I’m failing myself. My mum just stared at me like I was a huge failure when I read the letter out. And no doubt my friends will judge me (because I’m known in my year for my art – sorry to sound big headed again) and I just feel so embarrassed and a let down. It seems like a huge overreaction but it’s just all been piling on top of me recently. I just don’t know what to think