I’m the girl all my friends come to for help and support but when i need help or i know i should ask for it i can’t, i’m the one that one that would do anything for everyone else but suffers in silence mostly because i feel i don’t deserve it or that my problems are stupid compared to others, when i know that they are actually worse but even when i try to talk to someone it somehow always ends up about there everyday problems like their BF/GF hasn’t talked to them all day, when all i want is to have someone i can talk to about my depression without feeling like i’m being self-centered, but i don’t know how to ask for help when i need it the most because iv’e always bottled things up and never talked about my feelings, im not a feeling kind of girl.
