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    Bryanna posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    Why can’t I have an hour to myself? To enjoy living for ONE FREAKING HOUR?!? One hour without mental and/or physical interruptions.. NO. I CAN’T BE SANE FOR ONE HOUR A DAY. I’m done, I’m done trying to be happy, I’m done fighting everything, maybe I’ll eventually waste away and die and everyone else can be happy.

    Mood : Angry
    • @bamababe757 don’t give up yet. The fight isn’t over. There are people who care for you and would be really sad of you were to die. There are some bad days but it isn’t a bad life. Each one of us on earth is special and irreplaceable so dont give up and keep trying

    • Please don’t give up @bamababe757, keep fighting Bryanna, you will make it through this, you are such an incredible person who deserves all the happiness in the world, you are a survivor and warrior, try to not let anything get you down, things will be OK and you will have an amazing life filled with fantastic moments, great things will happen to…[Read more]

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    Bryanna posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    Is it really okay not to be okay? To desire the feeling of warm metallic blood on my skin? Is it okay to not desire to breathe oxygen anymore?! Is it okay not to be okay? If so, someone PLEASE TELL ME!

    Mood : Guilty
    • I don’t want to see you feeling sad or guilty @bamababe757, you are such a beautiful person Bryanna who deserves all the love and happiness in the world, don’t let anything get you down, you can and will make it through this, you are a survivor who never gives up, great things will happen to you and you will have an amazing life, focus on what…[Read more]

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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoIntroverts 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoCut, Cut, Cut. 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoDepression 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoScars 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoBulimia: a hidden addiction 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoThis is what keeps me up at night. 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    Bye, for now.. I just can’t do this anymore.. See y’all soon, my inbox is open if anyone needs to get ahold of me. Bye y’all, for now.

    Mood : Groggy
    • Please don’t give up @bamababe757, you are a fighter and survivor Bryanna who will make it through this, don’t let anything get you down, things will be OK, be positive and keep smiling, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Bryanna posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    Sometimes all this girl needs is some night-time sinus medicine and her bed.

    Mood : Tired
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    Bryanna joined the group Group logoGeneral Anxiety Disorder and Panic Attacks 8 years, 11 months ago

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    Bryanna posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    I vowed to myself 4 months ago that I’d never pick up another blade.. that went out the window about 2 weeks ago.. I’d almost forgotten what it felt like to feel. To be ”alive”

    Mood : Numb
    • Please don’t harm yourself @bamababe757, try to distract yourself Bryanna, do something you enjoy, something that makes you feel happy and content, try to relax and take some deep breaths, you are a fighter hun, don’t give up, you will make it through this and things will be OK, keep going forward and believe in yourself, you are so strong and…[Read more]

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    Bryanna posted an update 8 years, 11 months ago

    Looked in a mirror today. Saw how much weight I’ve gained And then I threw up. I miss being smaller.
    Looked in a mirror today. I saw all my scars today. Then I cried. I miss how it took all the pain away.
    I looked in a mirror today. I saw 4 failed suicide attempts. Then I was angry. I hate myself for failing and for still being alive.
    I hate…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t think badly of yourself @bamababe757, you are such a beautiful and amazing person who deserves all the happiness and love in the world Bryanna, please try to see yourself in a good and uplifting way, keep fighting and never give up, you are a survivor who has been through so much, be positive and smile, things will be OK Bryanna, so…[Read more]

    • Be happy that you are alive to tell your story. I love you but you have to be happy with the person that you have become. Keep living the best is yet to come, just take it one day at a time and one thing at a time. And you will for fine.

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    Bryanna posted an update 9 years ago

    Is it possible to be 3 months clean then it all go down the drain? Haven’t wanted to do this in a while, looks like I’m starting over..

    Mood : Afraid
    • Oli replied 9 years ago

      Please don’t harm yourself @bamababe757, try to distract yourself by doing something that you enjoy, do something that makes you smile and happy, you can do this Bryanna, hope things work out for you, I’m sure they will, I’ll always be here if you need someone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, keep fighting and never…[Read more]

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    Bryanna posted an update 9 years ago

    Been a long time since I felt like this.. need the thoughts to go away.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 9 years ago

      Please don’t let your struggles beat you @bamababe757, you will win this battle Bryanna, you can and will make it through difficult times, things will be OK and everything will work out, you are such a beautiful and special person who deserves so much love, happiness and joy, great things will happen to you and you will live a life full of…[Read more]

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    Bryanna answered question “My ex boyfriend tried to kill himself9 years, 3 months ago

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    Bryanna posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    Let’s just say that depression and anorexia suck..

    Mood : Crappy
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    Bryanna posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    Praying for everyone near Ferguson, MO today. While I don’t agree with violent protests and whatnot or waving a gun at an officer and thinking that you won’t be shot, I keep the family of the teen in my prayers, because this close to the holidays, no one should have to lose a loved one. Their Christmas won’t be the same tomorrow. I’m hoping…[Read more]

    Mood : Sad
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    Bryanna posted a new activity comment 9 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Bryanna posted an update Two weeks since I attempted.. still upset that I failed. View

    Life.. It’s just pure hell to be completely honest with you.

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