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    finnian posted an update 7 years ago

    so my life has been kinda lonely, i only ever work, sleep, and slump around my house. rarely do i make plans with friends, and sometimes i get sad about the fact that i am uncomfortable leaving my house and seeing people, i dunno seeing people the knew the old me and only know me by the /old me/ it’s,,, bleh weird i dunno. i’m just glad my friends understand me, kinda.
    and sometimes i think other people my age are doing super cool things and here i am, feeling lame all the time – it’s weird and then i dont care and then i do. it’s a never ending cycle.

    i just wasn’t meant to be /cool/ or have idk an interesting life? it’s not a bad thing, i hope to change it someday when i am ready… who knows
    also my bottom eye lid wont stop twitching, aaaa it’s annoying

    Mood : Annoyed
    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      I know how you feel @peiyopei, I pretty much do the same, sleep, sit around the house and go to work, try your best to go out and meet new people, surround yourself with new things and interesting activities, I’m sure you will thrive and things will be OK, stay positive and go forward with a sense of confidence, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, inbox me anytime if you want, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • As long as you’re content and happy about how your life is going, that’s all that really matters. Like you said, when you’re ready to change it will naturally happen. Not all of us are meant to be sociable and outgoing. It’s your life after all. Live it as you please.