mew said 9 years, 10 months ago:

Sorry. I’m just frustrated. I went to my mothers recently just to get out of the city and do something different but every time I go there I literally come back in this depressed funk and it’s doing my head in. It’s gotten to the point where I think I should probably stop going there altogether but my dog is there, my nephew and nieces are there. I actually had a nice time [bar getting sick at the end of the week but what can ya do?] and got to hang out with my niece who I literally hadn’t seen in years but I just get to the end of the week and feel like a paranoid, nervous and depressed wreck and it’s really starting to bug me. I can only spend a certain amount of days there before I want to slap people because I don’t really get on with anyone in there but eugh!
I don’t even think this post made any actual sense but I’ve just been in a really foul, angry, feel like crying for no reason kind of mood since I got back and it happens every damn time I go there. Bah.

mew said 9 years, 10 months ago:

Thank you.
I think I really am just venting to be honest. I don’t know what to do about it either but it just drives me insane that I can feel okay for months then go into some sort of messed up state, mostly triggered by going there but not always. Bleh.