MultipleMinds said 10 years, 2 months ago:

Frustration and confusion
Is this all my illusion?
Can’t see anything but past.
If this is acting, where’s my cast?
Can someone save me from me?
Or can no one see?
I’m breaking with every step,
And all the secrets that I’ve kept.
Is this really worth it?
I’m falling apart bit by bit.
I grow weaker everyday.
Just wish I could get away.
Nothing ever seems to turn out right
And now I’m giving up on this fight….

-MultipleMinds

AloneInWonderland said 10 years, 2 months ago:

I can see you good and clear
The cracks for me hold no fear
I hide my own, the tiny cracks
But some of us have cracks that match

Together or not at all
Our demons from ledges they fall
We learn we make a choice
Whether or not to follow their voice

All the way down
Into the ground

-AloneInWonderland

MultipleMinds said 10 years, 2 months ago:

We’ve all made a mistake
We wish we could retake
And when all is said and done
I will be the one
Left to pick up the pieces
And place everyone back on their leashes
I will take away the pain
Of others so that they may gain
the happiness I never had
The joy of never being sad
-MultipleMinds

AloneInWonderland said 10 years, 2 months ago:

But there is no retake
Only a double-take
For people who fuel
The trying
The crying
The lying
That we commit

The glass of my sheilded eyes
Looking out from a disguise
I see humans are not all the same kind
Of living alive

I shall not look into their eyes
For they read what is not wise
That I am not mine

Don’t hurt yourself on the thin lane of feeling
Warm them slowly from the frost of numbness
In your heart

For you need them to continue healing

-AloneInWonderland

MultipleMinds said 10 years, 2 months ago:

And if I refuse
I mean, what’s the use
Why try to heal
When you don’t want to feel
Life is pain
I’m in the wrong lane
I’m the wrong
Right is far to long
of a journey to take
I mean why can’t I just make
A life with no feeling
And live on the ceiling
Been in the floor for a long time
Maybe that’s my sign
Life needs to change
Or maybe I’m just derange
Either way
It’s okay
Nothing I can’t take
Nothing I can’t fake
Look at the fact
When it comes to life I lack
sympathy
empathy
I’m not meant to feel
Is any of this even real
-MultipleMinds

AloneInWonderland said 10 years, 2 months ago:

Don’t abuse the use
To light the fuse
With the lit matches in our hearts
That ignite into life
You

Do not live on the ceiling
For the house will burn
Just wait for the turn
Of living to learn
To break the house down instead

Don’t change the derange
Diagnosed as mange
And set us to a strange
life-bending path
Outside the easy light’s wrath

Feeling and healing the way through the dark
This is the road
To which we all belong
With no right or wrong
Only pain
And learning
And light

Your candle will be lit
By a certain stick
From a broken house

With emotions I feel sick
Yet I envy that nick
In your chest
You conceal
That which lets you feel

So when you walk the road longer than all else
Reach the end
Find your due
Follow the cues

After all that time only
Can you

Abuse the use
To light your fuse
And burn out
In a true
Blaze
Of glory

-AloneInWonderland

MultipleMinds said 10 years, 2 months ago:

Life is harsh
Like a creature from the marsh
It’s never easy
In fact, it’s kind of sleazy
But I supposed your right
I can’t say goodnight
And turn my back on the life
Or end with a knife
Everything comes with a price
So I better thing twice
Of who I want to be
And how I want to see
That life is never easy
In fact, it’s rather sleazy
But that’s okay
I’ll find a way
Some day
-MultipleMinds

AloneInWonderland said 10 years, 2 months ago:

To fall
With grace
Is life’s biggest mistake
Fall back to the allusion
That everything is perfect
All too poison perfect

The fools think we choose
Chained lives
And a noose
That we will fall
Slip and be free
But painfully
No ounce of grace

Without a plan
Just to be alive
Not survive
Love our light and lives move forward

Building our stepladders
Rung by rung
All night
All life

By the grace of falling to life

Into better times
We climb

-AloneInWonderland

MultipleMinds said 10 years, 2 months ago:

Just survive
Can’t be alive
I’ve got no more passion
I have to keep on slashing
My way out of the maze
Too far phased
Have to accept reality
Where love’s a technicality
Where fear is here
And neglect is there
And no one can hear you scream
Or understand what you mean
I’m getting lost
My sanity tossed
I can’t find my way back
Hang myself out on a rack
I’m on public display
And to my dismay
There’s nothing I can do
Why can’t I be through
But no, I know
That’s not the way it goes
I must survive
Though I’m not alive.

-MultipleMinds

AloneInWonderland said 10 years, 2 months ago:

Within your mind
You live and grow
In the hiding spot you’d forgotten
Without wound
Or foe

But have you not seen?
Realized the problem
With the beauty you see?
Your mind is your hiding place
We all our
Ourselves

Stuck to slashing the walls with razors
Screaming out for
Someone
Save us

The reality is
Alive is not a condition
Of terms and fine print

Nor is the sanity
My twisted balance has bent

You are alive
Because you still have have the fight
Left down deep inside

To help and revise

Us perfect
Formed disasters

MultipleMinds said 10 years, 2 months ago:

You speak of hope
A foreign language
It’s not easy to cope
When life is so restless
Perfect you say
I think not
Take a step in my day
I’m up for a trade
Indeed, your right
I hide in my mind
Another mark to the charts
I still in decline
Nothing can stop me
Nothing will get in my way
I can do what I want
And I will do what I say
Ring around the roses
Strike down all the posers
Ashes, Ashes
Life is left for dozers
You asked if I could see
Maybe I’m blind
Since there’s nothing
To keep me in line
I’m not alive
It’s a state of being
I’m nothing
If I’m not seeing
Life is not beautiful
It’s not great
It’s only life
An open gate.

-MultipleMinds

AloneInWonderland said 10 years, 2 months ago:

I speak not
Of lost languages
For this is a tongue
Older than Pandora’s Box
But used today as bandages

When I see perfect
I see a soul
Content for a time
Have you ever tried
Collecting the sighs
Of the souls you save
For you teach to be brave
Without love that you pass to yourself

Trading lives for a time
To walk, try, and mime
Words lower in meaning
Than my mind on a day
With internal decay

Do as we shall
But shall we do
That which harms ourselves?

Be your own judge
I set my boundaries
The lines no one else sees
Because I draw them
Just across from being truthful

We look for the beautiful
But we find only glass
Silvered and cracked
Used for carving
The doors of death
Marked “Lifelessness”

Life is made of hard truth
We must be living proof
From the glass
We’ll make it

-AloneInWonderland

MultipleMinds said 10 years, 2 months ago:

There’s a sudden sense of urgency
We’re thinking there’s an emergency!
And now without a doubt
She is screaming it out:
“My bones are made from glass
Through stick and stones I’ll never last
Tell me once I’ll be fine
Tell me twice, or I’ll loose my mind
Someone help me, I am blind
Please God, give me a sign
Before I leave I have to say
Thank you for this day
But yet they douse me once again
All my life, I live in sin
So tell me now
Where do I begin?…..”

(Sorry, not feeling too great right now.)
-MultipleMinds

The sad rainbow said 10 years, 2 months ago:

You keep on going
your hunger will continue growing
your heart will be exploring open your eyes you can become wise even though no one ever hears the weaks cries I hear it so why can’t you ,a massive case of I’m all hopped up on mountain dew

AloneInWonderland said 10 years, 2 months ago:

Do not live inside these dreams
They will tear you all apart
At the seams
Trying
Not dying
Debris always flying
Afraid to crack
As we are creatures of glass

Facing signs
We refuse to see
Binding our minds
To rule our entities
Daily downwards
Tick, tick, ticking
I hold no key
We are no saviors
You are
And always will be

We live in fire
Yet not in sin
Firmly dying
Shall we win?

-AloneInWonderland