Why it sucks

I know two of my friends who are just like you! And it's fine. They are both trying to open up for once and all cos they dont want to keep their emotions and feelings bottled up, which is really bad for anyone's mental well-being. I see, you , just like them, want to open up and be able to share things with others! You need to be careful while choosing the person, though. Don't go blindly trusting someone who may break it, or is just not the kind of person who gives a damn about others; this will make you retreat in your shell again. So watch out for that.All the best! c:

I'm so like you my friend. You fill as if everything is your fault. Sometimes i wonder if i should have any friends , like if i'm even worthy enough to be a friend of any kind. But at the end of the day i understand that , if i want a change I gotta change. Its hard to push people because you fill as if you might get hurt , or they would just leave on there own. But that's when you should understand that people come and go. It's YOU that needs to understand that even though its a risk to keep people close to you ,your hurting yourself as well , but if you keep pushing people away from your life you might pass RIGHT pass a good friend. And it's us to blame because were scared. Well , sorry to tell you this but life is full of things like that . We ..... us people just gotta understand that every time we push people away, were pushing ourselves as well. But if you fill you need a friend i'm here for ANYONE that feels this way. Because i need a friend as well. :) - hope i helped :)

In order to form a long lasting and genuine relationship, we have to first try to let go of our fears and let someone in. It's a big chance to take, and it's a hit and miss, but sometimes we find that one person who will stick with us through anything. Life is a constant process of dealing with fleeting emotions, friendships and relationships until we find our bearings and people whom we can cherish always. You are not alone in this journey, so don't give up and keep searching.

I really appreciate all responses. Thank you