I am a 37 year old gay guy. I have never dated in my life. I feel lonely many times when I see other people in relationship. I feel something is wrong with me or my body. I am also getting old and most gay guys are interested in young guys I think. I have a decent body but also go to gym to get six pack body, only because I think then guys will be more interested in me. I have a friend who is 29 years old and gets tons of attention. I sometimes feel envy. Please help.