I’m a junior in high school and I’ve been with my group of friends since freshman year. Freshman year I was new to the school district, so I knew nobody. I quickly made friends with the people I hang out with and we’ve been ok since then. Sophomore year a lot of things went down involving my family. And at that point I was in therapy, so I didn’t recognize that my friends were making there self’s distant from me.
Even more shit went down and my mom took me out of therapy because she couldn’t handle the stress i put on her because of it. So i went to look for my friends to get some advice, and i noticed how often they rejected my texts and calls. They moved somewhere else for lunch and there was never any room for me. So i would miss a lot of school and hang out at the library down the road. I fell deeper into my depression and no one seemed to care. Finally it was summer and I was able to travel to my dads. I came back right before school started. My friends sorta talk to me, but they only talk to me when they have issues.
Recently I was changing in the locker room for gym and one of my friends saw my scars all around my thighs and from my wrist to my elbow. She doesn’t talk to me anymore and the texts stopped from the group of friends. I don’t know what to do anymore.
No one will listen to me and I’m starting to loose hope.
