I’ve had countless crushes up to now, and I’m currently building up courage to ask a girl out.
But as much as I am afraid of being rejected, I am also afraid of getting in a relationship. Why? Because I don’t know what I have to bring or even what I am expecting.
I am not looking for sex. I am not looking for social acceptance. Honestly I just want to love a friend I guess. To me a perfect day would be sitting down on a bench and talking about everything and nothing.
What is it exactly that I want? Why do I like this girl? I’m already chatting with her multiple times each week. Isn’t that enough to satisfy my relationship need? No. But I can’t put my finger on what’s missing.
What does your relationship bring you? Why do you want a relationship?