I was friends with this guy but then I ended up liking him as more than a friend just recently. So I had this big plan that I was going to take him to this secret place that I found at my school and kiss him. However, when it came time to do it, I got really freaked out and basically stalled for half an hour, just walking him around. Finally, he got irritated and asked me why I had asked him there if I was just going to ‘play games’ and I could tell he was mad so finally I did it. But I was just expecting a peck so when I felt his tongue down my throat I freaked out since technically this is only my first kiss. I mean there was butt gripping, lip biting, and lots of tongue, on his part of course. I on the other hand had no idea what I was doing or if I was even kissing him back. I felt like an immature, inexperienced idiot. I’m not even sure what I’m asking, there’s so much going through my head. Do you think he will be mad at me still? Do you think he told his friends what happened? Did I make myself seem immature? How do I act when I see him again at school? What if he avoids me at school? Do you think he would dump me because he’s too mature for me?? Aggghhhhhh!!!
