i am 19, recently finished a year long art course, and had a place to study fashion at a highly reputable university. I think i would have done quite well there, I have always been praised for my work. But i have never wanted to go to university. I didn’t at the time feel i had an option though, so i forced myself to go, i was at the university for a week, and due to certain conditions i was so upset i decided i wanted to leave, and was lucky to get a deferred place, and a guarantee that i can go back next year if i so wish. It was really hard for me then, i didn’t have any plans for the year, and i felt under pressure from myself and others. It has been 3 months since then, and i haven’t done much since. I haven’t got a job, I don’t really have any friends so i stay at home most of the time, basically all the time. And i need to make a change. I just don’t know where to start or what to do for the best. I can’t help but feel that I am going to fail, if i just go out and get any job, that i’ll never get anywhere. I feel very insecure, hopeless, scared, lazy and tired of feeling unhappy whenever i think about my situation. I need to change something, I just don’t know where to start, I’d love to do something major like starting a business, or something creative, but I would have a clue where to begin. Please, can anybody help?
