When will I be okay again?

Hello, Adeline!

Acceptance is the first step to recovery. It's good, that you don't wish to keep lying to yourself, you want to get better. Perhaps it's not about becoming the person you used to be, but rather figuring out who you're going to be, the person you're supposed to be further down the line. That's what it's all about, people spend most of their lives finding themselves. Re-inventing who they are, what they stand for, who they want to be.

You alone can make the decision to move on, look towards the future and leave the past in the past. I'm not going to lie to you, and say that it'll be easy, that there isn't a chance you'll get lost sometimes, that you won't make a mistake, that you won't ever experience pain. However, one day, you will be content, with who you are, what you're doing and the people you need and love are right beside you.

I don't know your full story, the background that got you here to where you are now. But I do know that this novel isn't finished yet. We can't decide what happens to us, or wether or not we get hurt in this world. But we have a choice in what we do next.

I can give you many reasons why, but what's the point unless you want to hear it? If you're convinced otherwise, there is no one who can change your mind, until you do it. And only you. There is one good reason why you should keep on fighting, because you deserve a life. It's up to you to make it worth something, to have it mean something. Wether you become the next president, a movie star, or the next Nelson Mandela who dedicates there life to make the world less shitty.The question you need to ask yourself, is what do I want to accomplish? And everything you do after that, every decision, is too take you one step closer to fulfilling your goal.

I'll stop now before it get's too much, but I want you to know that you're not alone, and that I hear your. If you ever want to talk, send me a message. Day or night, whatever it is. Even if it's just to rant about some irritating person, or crack a joke. I'll listen. I'm not going anywhere. Stay awesome!

"To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best day and night to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting."

Well then you are in the first step of doing something great with your life. You are tired of being sick and tired and that's good because it's the step before trying to not to feel like that. You do know you can change that, right? and let me tell you it's only up to you, it isn't going to be easy but all this feeling will eventually go away I promise. You can have a brand new start feeling by finding a hobby that fullfills you, maybe an instrument, a sport, a artistic thing like writing or painting, being expert at a topic or even playing a game, I decided to choose multiple ones and tried which one worked best for me. You decide. I don't know what has happened to you but I can tell you it can get better and I believe the meaning of live is to contrubute in something to leave a part of you in this world that can be remembered for years and years and I can asure you that you can do that with a hobby. I'm here if you want someone to talk to. Stay strong and good luck.

Beautiful, no man is an island and that is true. Your soul is a partner of someone and just try to think if you see yourself as no one, what would happen to the partner of your soul? You are pretty and one of a kind. Life goes on honey. You don't need to feel down. Live because of your family who loves you well and as well as your friends. There is always that someone who sees you as a diamond so stop being with people who sees you as a stone.

you just have to look on the brighter side everyday...each day is lovely...you just have to appreciate things...don't be so hard on yourself...remember not every one will like you...but its ok...if they don't like you then make them fear you... make yourself fit, stay young and beautiful.. if you want some change then do something different...you are not here in this world for nothing...every thing has a its own reason for why it is happening...its only up to you on how you will handle stuffs in the right perspective.. start changing the way of your thinking and input all positive aspects of life... and if you do..see the changes that it can give you...Always have a Positive Mind for you to have a better result in every thing that comes after you...

we are all born for a reason and you'll be okay when you DECIDE to be okay.