I always feel so alone even when I’m with my family and friends. Nothing excites me anymore. I feel like I’m stuck in a giant rut and I can’t get out. Everyone says oh it gets better. My question is when does it get better? The only happiness I feel anymore is when I’m with my son. And even then I end up focusing on one terrible thing and it ruins everything I don’t know what to do anymore I hate feeling so alone. What can I do to make it get better?