I feel like i have some type of psychological problem. I’ve taken a lot of online tests and have gotten results like schizophrenic, antisocial, socially awkward, bipolar, depressed, paranoid, and schizotypal. I don’t know whether or not to seek help because they’re just online quizzes. I have severe trust issues, I can’t even talk to my friends about my feelings because I feel so uncomfortable and vulnerable. I feel that I’m very two-faced, and I have 2 different opinions about everything, both opinions contradicting each other. I can’t talk to people I’m comfortable with at all, and if I try, I either get extremely irritated by them or I just feel very awkward. Sometimes I feel like I have a slight sixth sense and I’m convinced ghosts sometimes follow me. I always have a nagging feeling so i turn around to find nothing. I’m also very wary of people and strangers and can be heavily influenced by horror movies and I felt a bit wary of people after watching “The Purge”. Sometimes I’m extremely sad and other times I’m really happy. Overall, I’m just tired of living and want to leave the world. I don’t want to live past 25. I have trouble sleeping because I’m paranoid, and I read until I get tired to occupy my mind so i don’t think about ghosts. This was very long, so I’m really sorry.
