What’s wrong with me???

i cant tell you whats "wrong" with you. or haw to fix it. but im always here to listen and to talk through things and i can relate to alot of what you're talking about. message me if you want/need too k?

progress takes step by step. as bad as you feel now, you will not feel perfect tommmrorow. but keep coming to this site, keep talking, and work to get better and little bit by little bit, you will feel better.

hey,its really sad you have to suffer so much but you don't have to face it all alone.there are many who have gone through this stage and now are leading a very normal life.NEVER GIVE UP you'll be fine again just like you used to be.have you share the cause of your problem with anyone? firstly,u need to let all your frustrations out,ur insecurities,how much you have been bruised everything,please don't FACE IT alone,you can just pm me if you want and i think its better to visit therapist so that you can be relieved of this pain asap.take one step forward because after all this stressed and bruised life a wonderful life is waiting for you,the life you are desperately waiting for,you are not alone and its not the end there are a lot of things you have to do right>ur dreams,everything is waiting.rely on people not alcohol and you'll lead the life you want

I used to be the same way. I did everything I can to feel; I cut, I burned, held my breath every night in hopes I never woke up when I passed out. It was hard at first, I admit, but the only thing I found that helped is trying to socialize with people no matter how hard it was; I found an alternate means of escape. I found one eventually lead or add up to my destruction. There's music, friends, painting, poetry, learning, exercise, love. Try thinking positive thoughts, whether you feel they're true or not. It can counter all the negative feelings that have been building up over time. Look at yourself in the mirror, smile, and laugh. It might be hard at first; but it's a step to feeling.

My suggestion, if possible, is to talk to a counsellor. They are there to help you, and they are professionals. What is happening to you happens to many of us, but it may be healthiest for you to speak to a professional if you are worried about developing unhealthy habits. I wish you the best of luck.

You think and worry too much.Don't know how old you are,but I am making a guess that you're young.It happens with me too sometimes, but you have to channelise all your negative energy into something positive.Alcohol,drugs are only short term respites, and we tend to get a hang of them if we continue using them as a medium of escape.You have to bring yourself under control.Do you believe in God? If not do you believe in the good inside of you,if yes then stop hurting yourself,stop making excuses to give pain to yourself.I know how it feels,coz I've been there and I'm going through stuff even now,but I don't hurt myself anymore ,I don't drink to forget or drink to stop worrying,when I drink, I drink to enjoy the taste of it,or just getting a lil tipsy.You have to figure out a way to stop doing what you're doing, meditate,help people,there are so many souls in the orld who don't even have ahome to live in,who don't even have access to a computer like you and me,who don't get enough to eat,then there are the old ones,who need some human touch,they're no longer considered productive and hence taken to be a burden,help them,volunteer, go to the church,do charity if you have enough of money.Paint,sing,dance,travel,read,go places,even if it means going alone,make your busy and not miserable.People have left me,they treated me like trash, but I still didn't stop smiling,I still didn't stop doing what I was doing.Don't waste your time.Tomorrow you and I,we'd all age and grow old and if we don't do good things now,we'd sit and curse ourselves for never trying.It might sound too righteous,but sit and think for a while what you're doing,is it making you feel any better?