Well, maybe this is simple and maybe it's not. I want to feel needed in the world. I want some purpose. I have found 3 things that could fill that: find someone who loves and cares for me and I can share my life with, become very successful and help people, or become very fit and life a good lifestyle. I want all 3 someday, but for now I'm following my heart in search of another. I'm looking for the one.