I have this group of friends and we call ourselves KOCCA. (it is the first initial of all of our names) We have been calling ourselfs that and have been friends since 5th grade (we are in 8th now) and we are best friends.
Except latly I feel like all of my friends literally HATE ME. Like don’t want anything to do with me. And I know one of my friends feels this way towards me because another friend told me that she said she thought I was really annoying and that she didn’t want to hang out with me on our school trip. My friend also told me that she told her to not talk to me.
A different friend in our group I will call her “O”, seems to hate me aswell. She ignores me, says my breath smells bad (even though it didn’t) and to keep my mouth shut. She also criticizes EVERYTHING I say or do, and makes disgusted faces at my clothes or my hair when she thinks I am not looking.
I really don’t know what to do, I literally have no friends other then them really and there is only a week and a half of school until summer. I don’t want to be friendless in the summertime but they make me feel really bad! I am not going to the same school as any of the rest of KOCCA are, (they are going to our towns public school and I am going to a new school) so I won’t have to deal with them then.
Another problem is my birthday. If I could I would just ignore them quite a bit through summer time but my birthday is July 15, so I want friends to celebrate my birthday with. I am going to six flags for the day and I am afraid they are just going to ignore me…
Also, I am going to a Jonas Brothers Concert (I love them, shut up) with one of the girls in my group so I can’t just shut them out… and I really don’t want to shut them out completly… I want friends this summer!
All I ask is please don’t just say “don’t talk to them, shut them out” I cannot do that. They have been my friends forever… plus they are my only friends..
