What to do If i relapsed..?

So, I was actually getting better.. I was laughing and honestly i was happy. But then yesterday.. Two people i really care about left me.. They both just stopped talking to me and now in school they won’t even look at me.. And then i found out that my boyfriend was seeing another girl when he was with me.. So i had a mental breakdown. I couldn’t take it anymore and i self harmed.. It’s been 2 months since i harmed myself and now i feel so ashamed in myself because i am not strong enough.. The suicidal thoughts came back and now i don’t know what to do anymore.. I want to get better.. but i’m scared of judgement.

Category: Depression asked March 10, 2015

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Do not take suicide. You are a unique person, who have great chances of achieving something bigger in this world. There are definitely people who care about you, and as Ed said, they are wrong not you, so don't punish yourself.
If that doesn't make you feel better, then imagine this. Imagine your mother or your father finding you hanging, or bled dry in your room? Imagine their pain, and imagine your funeral. Imagine all your friends, relative crying because of your death. Then you are sure, that people care about you. Don't take suicide. It's a bit selfish, to be honest since other is pained of your death.
Remember, you can achieve anything as long as you believe in yourself. Hard work always pays off. :)

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