Hey.
So I’m really worried and depressed right now.
Well, see, I used to have 2 friends back in the days, let’s call them Allie and Shane.
So Shane and I have been friends for 3 years until in July.
Me and Allie were like, Internet friends. And Shane and Allie were like best buds as well.
But then, not long after me and Shane’s friendship ended, I ended it with Allie because she’s a fucking careless bitch. She’s still friends with Shane and they act like it’s just okay to hurt me. She didn’t care about the pain Shane caused me, she would simply just Skype with him and play minecraft.
So we ended it about 2 months ago. But there’s this huge problem,
I’ve told her a lot of my secrets because I trusted her so much, and she told me some of hers but they aren’t as big as mine.
And even though when we were friends, we made a promise to not tell the secrets, not even if we stopped being friends. Well, I don’t know if she kept that promise, but I fear she didn’t. If she told Shane my secrets he can use them to blackmail me, bully me, all sorts of things. He could tell everybody in the whole class and they’d turn backs against me.
I’m so scared right now, Allie knows everything, and she can tell him whenever she wants. We hate each other so.. Maybe she has told him…
I’m so terrified, they’re gonna know everything, what should I do!? If my secrets get out, then I will get out too. I will get out of this world. I wouldn’t be able to live with the fact that people would know how much of a fucking freak I am.
But what do I do? I want to be homeschooled really bad because of my ex friend, but I don’t know if it’s possible here… 
Im really lost.
