I am so tired of getting rejected and not knowing why! I do my best to be my best. Is it wrong for me to expect to have a girlfriend sometimes? I feel like such a wasted failure. I am so tired of feeling like the one and only thing I want for myself won’t happen and I am successful in the rest of my life. I feel like I don’t matter anymore, like my entire life I have failed myself because a lot of my motivation came from my hope to have an awesome girl someday. I can’t love myself anymore. I would definitely change myself to have a girlfriend, but i don’t know what’s wrong with me! I’m really disheartened, I question Newsweek’s and everything I believe in.