What is wrong with me? What’s happening?

You're not alone.Just know that. It will get better, given time.Be strong.

Being a teenager sucks. Mood swings could just be because of your hormones, or it could be a disorder you may have mentally which is known as "Bi-polar disorder" Which I have myself. I'm not going to just say "don't hurt yourself" because I know that wont help. Cutting and hurting yourself is not something you should be doing at all and the fact you feel so sad to do that to yourself is terrible. You need to find alternatives to cutting.. I Think you should try going for a run to let all your emotions out.. or snap a rubber band on your wrist.. There are many other alternatives for selfharm.. You're a strong and you need to let life take you were you're suppose to go, just be happy and wild. xoxo

I've been. Same thing I went through. I was very confused and killing myself seemed to be such an easy option. But one day I realized "Who cares? I don't." I didn't care about what people thought of me and later on making friends seemed to be easier when I got some more confidence. Its like people knew that I believed in myself. Just think about things positively. Its true that you should be strong but everyone has weaknesses. Figure yourself out and you'll own it like a boss.

I understand completely, mood swings and feeling scared could be a part of panic or anxiety disorders; I have the same problem. When you get in these moods, I understand what it feels like to feel worthless or like you have no purpose but that is NOT true at all. Everyone has a purpose and reason to be here. You are young and have so much ahead of you. There's many different options out there to get help and never be afraid to ask, somebody is always here for you. Writing down your feelings could be a big help. Just know that you're never alone, everyone is fighting their own battles. Stay strong and look for the positives, storms don't last forever. You go through rough times to get to the best. Things will look up eventually, they always will. I wish you the best, again don't ever be afraid to ask for help. :)