My boyfriend is from Asia, I’m European. We living together, but we still did not received his residence permit. So in the last 14 month I worked alone, payed the rent, bills, food, clothes…everything. I worked crazly, and I have no savings. My parents don’t want me to be with him, and his family aslo not satisfied with his decision, so they are not helping him in any case. In the last 1 year he did not worked, he just stayed in bed all day, and watched movies all night. So he even did not let me sleep. Because he has no perspective he started to be so depressed and anoying. He almost doing nothing all day. He just washing my working T-shirt and sometimes preparing some food.
I also don’t like m job. I’m just doing it, because I have no other options, I’m an immigrant here, I’m not speaking the language, so I can just only be a cleaner.
I hate myself, I hate the fights with my boyfriend but all of patient gone. I need a partner not a child. And he is my son now, not my partner.
I am depressed.
In the last few month I started to eat a lot, and in the last week I started to make myself sick, and force myself to vomit.
Pls help me! How can I deal with all this problems alone?
