What is happening with me?

wow the last person to answer was an A-hole. i agree with all of everything that the others have said, and i just wanted to say keep going, you can get yourself back, keep hoping and it will happen...trust me. :)

Depression. It is a very difficult thing to go through, and I don't recommend doing it alone. Talk to your family, get help. The more you let it go on, the worse it will get. Now I can't actually diagnose you, but I know the symptoms when I see them. Please keep going, the pain doesn't last forever.

As these folks have said you are experiencing depression. Depression is a dark hole, a slippery slope. Once you fall in it's easier to just keep sliding down. It would be a good idea to speak to a therapist, and from the sounds of your family being supportive I bet they would have no issue sending you to one. Talking to a therapist really helps. Once you have depression it doesn't ever go away completely.. it's something you will feel sneaking back for the rest of your life.. but you need to identify when it is coming on and fight it off. I have been dealing with depression for 8 years now, at first I didn't know what it was either and it ended up destroying my relationship with my most serious boyfriend, which made it worse of course. That was 3 years ago and I've been up and down but when I figured out what was wrong it was easier to deal with. Life can be real good, but when you are depressed no matter how good it is it never seems anything but grey blobs. xo

I believe you are experiencing depression and possibly bipolar disorder. Though that would be something a therapist would be able to verify. If your family already supports you through releasing your emotions, you are ahead of the game. Talk to your parents about seeking outside help like counseling. There's a chance that you may need antidepressants. But the first step is to get to a doctor that can help you with your emotions. It's perfectly fine to feel sad or anxious or angry about anything you want anytime you want. Just remember that you are not crazy and a lot of us on this site are going through similar issues, it will be ok.

I agree with the first two here ^^ It is a good thing to vent about it though. I have gone through the same thing when I was in high school. I was lost and didn't know where I was going to go or who I wanted to be, which really stressed me out. But I learned to just "go with the flow" and let whatever happened, happen. It was scary, but it worked for me.

Being depressed is really awful, and it often makes you feel not at all like yourself. What's terrible is the way it can make you feel disconnected from people around you or things that should be making you happy. Be patient with yourself, and know that you're not going crazy, and that you shouldn't be embarrassed about anything that's happening. Find someone you can talk to about it, and NEVER feel guilty for doing so. It's easy to shut yourself off from people when you're feeling this way, but it tends to make the problem worse.

stop taking life so seriously....... So many make life harder than it has to be.....its not rocket science.