You have not lived until you are dead. I believe death is quite beautiful. Of course it hurts to lose people I love, but I think of death as a release. I think of it as nothingness. Absolute, complete lack of anything. Although I will never experience it, I do think that it is nice to finally let go. I wanted to die when I was younger, and revisited those thoughts recently, but now I wish to keep living. But I know that once the hour comes, I will be ready. Not because I think I will go to Heaven or anything, that I do not believe in. I am more influenced by Buddhism in this sense, as I wish to let completely go once my body can no longer house my mind.
This might sound depressing, but to me it is very motivating. I know that one day my time is up, and I am looking forward to it. You have no legacy until you no longer are, there are no memories of you until you're gone, you have not lived until you no longer roam the Universe.
So better damn well make the best of the time you are given. Never avoid the hard shit, for you know not when your time is up.
Ghini