My best friend and her boyfriend have been going out for a while now. I have known him since before they got together. I have always had a crush on him, but now we are getting friendly. Too friendly. He kissed me and told me he loved me. I love him too I always have. I feel awful about it though. My best friend and I have been friends for 5 years. I don’t want to ruin things with her. I also don’t want to lose him. What do I do?