If you commit suicide, you'll never get to see what a REALLY happy life can be like. I'm soo sorry you feel like your mother hates you! If no one loves you, your mother should. Do you know this for sure? Maybe she gets busy and forgets to tell you she loves you? I would hope that is true! Ask her if she loves you! If she doesn't then you can't make her love you. Unfortunately, you may never be able to get her to love you. What you can do, is focus on you. You are important! You are loved!
Unfortunately you have to stay with her until you're old enough to get out on your own. If you can stay there until you finish grade school, that will be setting yourself up for the best start on your own! Get a job, get your own place, away from those that don't care about you. If you've done everything you can to try and get someone to care about you, and they don't, stop putting any energy into those relationships and focus on yourself. There are people out there going through the same thing you are. Stick in there! If you want something, you can get it! Chin up little Sir!
