Before we go into crazy assumptions, I do have a reasonably pleasant life and have no issues with it apart from some people, im not suicidal either, I have no intention of killing myself because I know what lasting effects it may have on my friends and family. Its just that, I can help but feel that I want to leave, i feel like ive finished doing my work and want to leave but theres no exit. It literally feels like I want to g0 home, i feel homesick but dont know where home is. Ive just gotten a very strong, almost magnetic attraction to death. I believe death is a shift in consciousness, not the beginning of oblivion. Have any of you ever experienced this at all? even on a minor scale?