Is it possible that I have an eating disorder, even if I haven’t been properly diagnosed? I’ve told my therapist and psychiatrist about my eating patterns and they said nothing but “it’s bad for you because of x y and z”. I binge a lot. I purge, throw up. About two three times a week. Trying to stop, but it’s hard. Really hard. I sometimes find myself restricting, but lately it has been more hard, so even if I try to restrict I’ll end up eating a rather normal amount of food in the end. I take diet pills (just recently stopped taking them but refuse to throw them out, in case i gain weight I need them again – I know the risks, but I don’t mind. I want to be thin). But I haven’t been diagnosed. My eating patterns keep getting worse. I’m scared. So is it possible I have an ED, or am I just overreacting everything?