I am polyamorous and bisexual. I have a girlfriend, who I love, but I also want a boyfriend or another girlfriend. But just being around and hearing about other poly people that are happy makes me so depressed that I can’t even be around them. I’m depressed because I’m lonely, but my depression is keeping me lonely. How do I stop it? I feel like I don’t have the drive or the energy to just go out there and try. The idea of trying and failing is too unbearable at this point. This depression has been going on for 6 years.
