ive been trying to stay strong and not hurt myself since ive been 100 days clean but its getting harder and harder. i dont know is i should tell my mom that i used to cut. like i really dont want to but i dont want to hurt myself. i dont know what to do music isnt helping anymore…and the only guy that made the thoughts stop…probably hates me now while im still here in love with him. should i text him? hes my ex and all my freinds say i should forget about him but its not that easy