… and, well, I kinda like her… only trouble is, she’s way, way, WAY out of my league. As in, she’s smart, cute, funny, friendly, outgoing, popular, drop-dead gorgeous, and just about anything else you could name, whereas I’m… well, I’m an ugly, awkward, shy, twitchy nerd. We’re close friends, but I highly doubt she’s ever considered me ‘boyfriend material’ – but on the other hand, she’s always said I’m a great guy, and she told me once that I’m ‘more attractive than most of her friends’, but I was feeling pretty low at the time, so I’m kinda wondering if that was just to cheer me up or if she actually meant it ._. then there’s the fact that she mentioned a while back that she “wasn’t looking for a boyfriend”, but things she’s said/done since then seem to indicate she’s changed her mind, but I hear her talking to her friends about guys, but never mentions me, and I’m not sure if that’s good or bad ._. I’m terrible with girls, I’ve only ever had one relationship, which ended terribly, and I’m about as socially awkward as they come, so as you can probably imagine, I’m a tad out of my depth – any advice would be appreciated, thank you in advance ._.
