Im going to be 19 in a couple of days.. and the person im with just turned 35… Crazy i know.. But ive been with him for almost a year now and its now like age is “just a number” and i honestly dont see the craziness in it anymore.. We have been through the ringer, and got what we wanted also.. (an apartment together) Just last month we got evicted because we had gotten into an argument that got physical.. and thats not the first time that happened.. I have gotten so mad that ive hurt myself many times.. hurt him.. put holes in the walls.. theres also addiction in our relationship. Ive cheated on him and he has no trust for me.. he just had a baby with someone else.. (she got pregnant literally a week before him and i even hung out)… Things are really crazy but I do love him.. Does anyone think that this could ever possibly work out? Im having a really hard time. but i know that If i really doo leave him it will only hurt for a little while.. i need to. i cant see myself living this kind of life forever… someone give me alittle advice please… someone whose experienced what ive explained please..
