So, i met this guy in 2011 when i was in 8th grade and he was in his senior year of highschool. I was just turning 13 and he was 17. We started talking over facebook and he was a really sweet guy. We didn’t meet until a year later, but in the mean time we texted each other every minute of the day and even over the summer. He took my heart away and he was the first guy to ever do that. When we first met, i had to sneak out of my house to meet him and we talked to eachother in his car. Of course, things happened and it was my very first time so i put a lot of trust in him. He wanted to go further with me but i didn’t let him and he respected that. We continued talking and meeting up with each other and he started going to college and that’s when we started getting a little distant. Everytime he comes back home he texts me and asks if we can meet up but it’s only for dirty stuff and i wanted more than to just be his rebound. He took my heart and everytime i try and forget about it, it just gets even worse. He hasn’t had a girlfriend since he’s been in college and i just want him to be comfortable with me. I have no clue how to feel at this point and i wish he would just be mine but he won’t give me a chance to show him that i can be a good girlfriend to him.
