So, I’ve been dating this guy for a few months now, and in the beginning we met almost every week, sometimes more than once. However, longer we knew each other the father and farther the dates became. Now it’s been a month since I’ve seen him. We both work two jobs and we both are in retail, so this month has been a busy one for both of us. I understand all of this, and I’m not annoyed (much) by it. It’s when we are together and he tells me that he can’t stay as long as he likes, because his work has called and he has to go in early or leave early.
This time it’s that he might have to work that day, the time before that it was they called him in on his day off, the previous time he got called in on a job that he was quitting. I want to tell him my feelings but every time I finally get with him, I find I’m no longer mad at him. Even when he’s late to the date. I just can’t get mad or even annoyed at the man. Yet, I’m completely annoyed when he’s not around. I want to tell him, but I fear since we’ve only been dating for a few months he might think I’m trying to push the relationship father and faster than he is ready for.
I think the thing that scares me the most is that I think I’ve fallen in love with him and that’s why I’m so annoyed. And honestly a little scared too, this is the first guy I’ve really fallen for since my first love and it’s kind of nice. But I just can’t help but feel like he might break up with me for many various reasons.
Anyway…I guess I don’t know if my question really is if I should feel annoyed, but I’m confused and I don’t really know what I’m doing…help?
