Honestly, no man. Cutting yourself will only release, obviously, pain. You might think it helps but It'll end you up in the hospital. I tried, I have 7 scars on each leg and arm, slowly disappearing, and regret every doing so. By cutting yourself, imagine, you are cutting a puppy. That cute puppy is you. Why do you want to cut a puppy who can turn out to be a beautiful dog? The world needs people to share stories of survival, not death by blade. I don't know you personally, but please don't cut. I'd like to get to know you, mate. Don't. It will get better, I promise.