My boyfriend and I have been dating for over a year and a half, and in all honesty, I believe he was my first love. Within the first month of dating, he not only left me for his ex, but around a year of us dating, confessed to cheating on me in that first month. I guess that’s where it started. Lately, I’ve just been having this.. empty feeling. I can’t say whether I really love him or not because I really don’t feel anything anymore. I really don’t want to just throw all those months and the memories away, but I honestly just don’t know what I should do.