I go to Florida State University, a few hours ago someone shot up the library. Only two people were shot, they’re in the hospital currently, and I wasn’t even there. But I’ve been to the library every night for two weeks since my computer has been malfunctioning. If I didn’t get the computer back from I.T. services this morning, I would have been in the library, on the first floor, right where the shooting occurs. I keep thinking about that and I can’t seem to stop dwelling on it. I was almost there anyway since I couldn’t focus on an essay a few hours ago.
I feel guilty about freaking out like this, since I wasn’t in the library at all, and there are people who have more reason to feel scared. But that could have been me down there. Or my boyfriend, who lives in a dorm across from the library. I’m not really sure how I’m supposed to be feeling.