I feel like I’ve been posting a lot but honestly this is the only outlet I have right now so I hope you guys understand. Anyways, if anyone has read my posts from before about me wanting to move away from my community college because I can’t stand those people anymore…well there’s no possible way I can do that unless I drop out which, I obviously can’t do. It’s getting seriously so difficult. I forgot to tell you guys that I used to have a best friend and she still goes there and its so hard to see her walk by without even acknowledging me anymore. I don’t even know what I did 
I tried talking to her but all she ever does is hang out with her new best friend who I guess is so much better than me. I feel so alone. I used to go to her with all of my problems and now I’m about to burst. I feel like a useless person and my birthday is on Monday and I think I’m going to spend it alone…ugh. I just want things to be better. But I don’t know how. I feel like I’m asking the same question as I have before but…I’m getting desperate and I’m so poor its not even funny. Any suggestions or words of encouragement? I feel like things have to get better, right?
