I was supposed to volunteer for an organization to help do bingo in my town. the day was on june first.
i could go until i figured out that i had to be at my dad’s and my dad never lets me go anywhere, even when its an important event like this.
i didn’t tell him until the day of. he was at work at the time and i texted him. he never answered. me and my siblings were supposed to go to church that day also but it was storming really bad so we didnt go.
i asked my sister what i should do and she said that i should talk to his wife but i decided not to since it was storming and since we weren’t going to go to church , she wouldn’t take me to bingo either.
Earlier in the day, my teacher called me to remind me about the bingo event and i told him that i didn’t have a ride there and he paused and told me to figure something out.
I feel bad for not going because i said i would be there. it seems like everytime i sign up for things like this, something comes up and i can’t go or i don’t have a ride there.
its really frustrating, it feels like people view me as unreliable. It seems like i get their hopes up and just crash them down later.
